OK, so I got a text earlier from TA saying, "Are you around? I wanna see your new place." Ggggggah. A sent me a facebook message earlier telling me her phone wasn't working. Dammit! My sponsor is out of reach! I do want to see TA. I mean, I could just give him a tour of the building right? Who says we have to get naked? Even though I really miss his skin.
I frantically ran around cleaning the place. A little push in the closet here, a little sweep under the bed there.
TA came over. Brought a bottle of wine as a housewarming gift. We sat on my bed (I have no other furniture) and talked. I wanted nothing more than to rip his clothes off. He kissed me on the cheek, told me I was cute, and left after an hour. I guess I'm still keeping lent, even if not by choice.
H is on her way over to watch movies and drink my gift. She's picking up snacks on her way. I sometimes wish that TA wouldn't have to leave. Or that I have someone (of the opposite sex) that I could call for a movie night. I'd love to skip all the first dates, all the presumptions of possibly hooking up if you invite someone over, and go straight to the snuggling with a movie and some chips and salsa. Is that too much to ask?